In Dash

In Dash

In Eyes of yours I am divine –

Or Scum of Heavens upon Earth –

And in your Dreams I Truth combine

With all that is of Dreaming worth,

And while trespassing Limits, Lines,

I am in favored your Esteem,

And digging down in your Mines,

I find the Treasures that I deemed…

I don’t want to spend or waste,

Accumulate and then preserve:

My Spirit’s of Atlantean Race –

The fearsome in the Eyes of Dwarfs.

And Expectations yours in me

Are realized – in Shade and Flesh:

Partake of what Divine might be –

And, happy, then to Earthly dash!..

I Call

I Call

I’m not interested in whatsoever “Others”

Will say or feel, or – who knows?! – even think,

In what as “Massive” is credited by Masses

That blinded could be by a distant Blink,

In Expectations’ Fallacies or Falsehood,

In Rise of Falling, Soaring of Crawl,

And “Must” embodied in the Words “we-all-could”,

And “Sound of Glory” that Trumpeter stole.

I won’t let them judge me and condemn me

For Love of mine that cannot they forgive –

Let perish all pretending and ordaining:

I came to say that “Love” for me means “Live”.

Life encompasses what was once forever

The same that One replaces ghostly “All”:

For me that’s You – and no ...

Clarity

I sit and wonder why?
I’m sat here and wondering.
Why am I wondering why
I’m sat here at all
I’m looking for clarity
To define it all
To give me an answer to
A question
I never knew I asked
So where is the answer
To my question
At the bottom
Of my coffee cup?
Or At the end
of my garden?
I’ll never find an answer
As I never knew the question
Then my mind becomes
Clear and finally
finds the clarity
It needed
To sit and wonder
Why I was wondering why
I was sat here wondering
At all

© L Conway 2020

Cant breath

cant breath
its happening again
the ocean goes hightide
my body refuses to move
I sink into oblivion
my tears become
one with the ocean cries

cant breath
the stars take me into the night
lost in the darkness
frozen in space
my tears refuse to leave my eyes
they freeze in the night

unwanted memories rush in

this feeling is suffocating

Indifference

You hear me but don’t listen
You look at me but don’t see me
You talk at me not to me
I hear you and listen
I look and I wait
One day you’ll wonder
Where has she gone
Without realising what you did
When you pushed me away
With your ignorance
And indifference
My day is nearly here
I will be a person again
I will find myself
I will rediscover that lost part of me
Then you’ll know and maybe you’ll
finally listen

© L Conway 2020

Reason

The reasoning ladder by which one can rise,

needs a wall of faith or it becomes a falling prize.

Purpose divine reason do not agree,

with earthy desires and reasons to plea.

The great factor of reason and possibilities,

provides every curse and bliss facilities.

Daring is preferred to face the fearing malady,

against all odds and wondering remedy.

While others astonishment is nothing but,

the limited ignorance reflecting in that.

To touch reality reasons have to rise above facts,

and words that hides reality from any acts.

Failure follows upon weakness somewhere,

wrong direction leading to the opposite end aware.

Death and life feels at the same time,

benefits by almighty realization prime.

The virtue of duty in its own pleasure,

done unwillingly becomes a slavery measure.

Critical tendenc...

Career slavery

     
    Every movement you find is already lying! Most words of Faithfulness are shattered back to self-betraying souls! And you don't even have to think about the heart with the music of the beats - when everything is spitting in your face! The formula for eternal distancing is built in the soul, but at least it controls! Only the lost Man cannot get rid of the determined stubbornness of goals! It guards me vulnerable like blindness to some disembodied stubborn duplicity! When you think your juice-tormenting problems aren’t present maybe just the most contagious!
     
    Dark rooms with deep sounds words recurring distances! Many times volunteer career has been articulated! Confidence-lost simlis sniffers bathe in thin back-face styles while you get crowded, bark, fall! In yourself, you may be doomed if you know about yourself; it can turn everything back in you! No more...

Templar Sword

Knights Templar
Disbanded,
or in full force,
perhaps no explanation,
needed for this course
Just understanding 
of the force
Bloodline requirement,
fully coarsed 
Hierarchical system,
without remorse 

© 2021 Carol Natasha Diviney

Waves

How the waves,
touch the sky,
blues on the horizon,
seen with the,
naked eye
No divisions,
or torrent floods,
just flowing,
Sapphire ripples,
with bursts,
of Indigo that triple

© 2021 Carol Natasha Diviney

DEATH OF AN ANGEL

I'm out in the dark of the night,

Looking up to the sky,

To see you put on a smile;

Above principalities where you're,

And tell me that you still love me.

Oh my beautiful love,

I still wish to see you by my side,

For as many years as the stars,

But you've burned out like a candle,

All you left is this pain in my heart.

Death,

Why did you make love sour?

You turned my joy to mourning;

Where is the pillar behind me?

Why this emptiness of breath?

My angel,

Though your eyes are closed in death,

Your love still burn in my heart,

I wish you safe trip up to the air,

Always remember me up there. 

© VICFIK🖋️