They say it's a blessing but who am I

THEY SAY IT'S A BLESSING BUT WHO AM I?

I was only 16 years old when I had my first daughter

And my parents named her "GRACE"

But I never saw it as a grace from God

Because what I did was a sin

I got fooled by material things

Which made me believe that true love is SEX

And at that time all I wanted was to be with him

So I had no choice than to give away my virginity

I became a teenage mother

Who made her own daughter suffer

By allowing her to grew up without knowing her father

And still you want me to call myself a believer

I know that the bible says"we are all equal"

But I don't see the equality between a believer and a sinner.

Why do I have to call myself a true believer,

While knowing that my lifestyle doesn't link up to that.

Why do I have to call myself a true believer,

While I know that I made a sin by giving birth before marriage.

Why?

My daughter might be a blessing.

But who am I?

Who am I to proudly say I'm a mother at this age ?

Who am I to uplift my pride knowing very well that my daughter is a product of sin?

They say it's a blessing but I still don't get it why

Guffy thee poet🔥