See Broken Lost

See Broken Lost

See Paradises before they are lost,

Willfully Tenderness now reveals,

And understand what is rightfully most

In sudden Glimpse of the Age that all steals.

Robbery this may you force undertake

Travelling, that is of Dream so born,

Fly, as if flow, and run as if rake,

Scream of that Joy like an angelic Horn!..

Open Eyelids and Eyelashes – and Crown

Let be for Thorns that to anticipate

Is here your Spirit, in Craziness drown,

Sunk in the alien Madness’s Gates.

Entering it, held the Keys on your Heart –

Demons angelic are barely near:

Mad and Insane will in Fight fall apart,

You only rush – no back looking, my dear!..

Memory now – Technology of

Overwhelmingness grasped on a Brink,<...

Amazing View

Amazing View

Amazing is Feeling

That’s massing a Mess,

Unwillfully pealing

Both Forehead and Chest,

In Waiting exhausted,

Protruded by Steps

On Tips, as if roasted,

On Toes, as if Gaps!..

A Maze let enjoyful-

Ly enter this Life:

Emotions yet posted

Will soar and slide,

And, moving right forward,

Acceptance just gain,

Which, yes, is so awkward, –

But not to disdain!..

Let’s welcome the reason –

Right here, hurray! –

All dazzling and chiseling

In Universe spray!

A Mess in a Row –

That’s Progress, what’s new?! –

And Nothing is growing,

Evolving in View!..

to be or not to be

Is the last good girl dead or is she still playing
In front of the fire with her guitar, swaying
You might not believe one word I am saying
And you maybe would laugh because I am still praying

For the girl to get back her broken love
To get it back like it was
Before

Because in her heart nothing has changed
She's still torn between heartbreak and pain
And the spirits she evoked can't be tamed

Two men down and the curse is reversed
Can a life really by preserved?
Or do you have to die to be finally free?
That's the question of to be or not to be

my life's mission

I never thought I could like a German guy
In a way like that
But you were different
Unconventional
I saw it in your eyes

Just a girls' night in the city of Magic
Deep talks about future plans and wine
Guys and beer around the corner
Oriental music
And a game of darts to join the fun

I hardly ever saw eyes so beautiful
I was mad at you because you told me you fancied my friend
Could have told you she would ignore you
I turned your baseball cap around
And you started to see me

You told me I am a good actress
And it means the world because it's a confirmation for all I learned
You liked my playing skills
And just when I got ready to tell you my life's story
They played protectors and dragged me out of the bar

I must admit it was 5:30
We could have talked on but you got my name
You probably t...

amen / amsterdam nights / that's life

I was sitting on the rooftop terrace
With a Margarita from the bar
Looking kind of lonely
And you were there from out of the blue
Or out of the dark

Just a guy from South Carolina
A Dad of two girls and married
Showing me pictures from his youth
And Amsterdam nights turn real
And American Dreams come true

You're way too cool to be alone
You said and I'm like, that's why I had to find ya
Come on, let's make this night the most fun we ever had
And you take me to the coolest club in town, spend all your money for this supreme view down
And I guess being good to you can't be called bad

I just don't see why I should be like all these other girls
So narrow-minded and stuck up in their world
Feeling too vain just to talk to you
And why should I like these guys for their youth
When I'd much rather be with you...

smoking

You're just like a cigarette baby
Burning my skin at one touch
My eyes fill with smoke as you talk to me
Baby I just love You too much

enchanting

Counting the days until I see you again
How can I make it through 710
Times of waking up without you
And our favorite color, turquoise blue

I still see your eyes looking my direction
And everything about you is simply pure perfection
I sigh as you run your hand through your dark hair
That you have a girlfriend is just so not fair

Oh fate, please take me to Milano
Fino a quando non parliamo
I'm grateful to know you, if even I can't see you
Because, Marco, it was enchanting to meet you

24

Dealing with losses and recurring pain
An aftermath, remnants of the pouring rain
You may have changed, but for the better?
Damn, now you even care for the weather

Straight out of hell
And a million stories to tell
Didn't know if I would get up again
After I fell

After half a year
And tear after tear
My heart broke again and my head was spinning
But I sensed the games were only just beginning

So many new people and places
Leaving broken heart shaped traces
You'll find that one is many
And true love is two a penny

Enjoy life and live it
Know your best and give it
And keep wanting more
Of what life offers you when you're 24

boring / adore you

You said at 7 and I was too late
Your taxi was ordered and you've gone away
And I don't have enough money left to pay

I am walking the lonely dark Czechian road
What would I not do for you
Hoping that the next car won't slow down

Am I out of the woods yet, the road is getting curvy
And the car lights are blinding me
My short skirt reflecting in eyes I can't see

I send you a message as I step up to the Resort
You guys still there?
Me too

You find me in the hallway like always
And I step in, taking my place next to you
Making me feel sophisticated and protected

Until you leave me with your two stoned friends
One last glass of rosé and a cigarette outside
And we are out in town

Partying in different bars
Escargot and Grease, dancing lessons on the floor
Take me as I am

raw stone

Ask the light if gemstones are pure
Crystallized to the core
You are the Diamond under my skin

I shed my cover to the bone
In every country a lover
All that's left now is just a raw stone