Depressed Soul

 

 

Behind the closed door 

Sat a depressed soul

Feeling so lonely and blue

Like a dream has come to an end

 

I silently cry and count my tears

People I matter to no longer care

Times have changed and people too

They show that you are special

But later leave you in your strive

 

Fake and dual role is something 

That pierce through your heart

Love never existed! 

It was all fake from the start

Now I am shattered to the core

 

My heart have been broken into pieces

I can see them falling apart

I can feel my heart bleed

My world seems not worth living 

Life is hurting me bit by bit

 

In my heart lies a temporary 

Happiness and a permanent pain

I have no feelings left ...

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Needle of love

 

When your heart tears apart

I will be here to stitch it back

 

Collecting the pieces like a remnant 

For a quilt, stitching them back together 

 

Stitching the pieces of your heart 

Entwined together with mine

 

For you, I will let the needle 

Pierce my skin instead

 

Love they say, lives in

The bond of needle and thread

 

For a needle can't do 

Without the thread

 

Love threaded spindle heart

Stringing it up like puppeteers

 

Like a coat spun from needle and thread

Singing sweet needle point lullabies 

 

We are the two needles piercing 

Through the heart of our enemies 

 

Distractions are only like spindles

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A mask to mute

 

Freedom of speech 

Is what they teach

 

Yet they mask me

Intending to cage me

 

Claiming I will be protected 

But rather I was tormented 

 

Mask of lies 

To cut all ties 

 

Not masking up for plague 

But for pretense to lure

 

Speak not, they said

On me, their eyes are laid

 

My mouth may be caged 

But my heart can't be caged

 

Behind the disguised mask

Lies tons of prepared task

 

Willing to speak out I am! 

Not intending to cause harm

 

Ransacking my fragile heart

Emerging from a piece of art

 

Troubles are far gone

For I shot them with a gun

 

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