Tainted

Life's a fairytale right? 
Life's always happy and full of sunshine and rainbows and smiles, love and laughter as the stories they tell you as children. 

Yeah... life's a fairytale, for the ones that see it through rose coloured tainted glasses. 

But that's not reality... 
Life's hard and complicated and full of sorrow, suffering and pain. 

If you're the type to see that life isn't tainted by all the negative things. You live in a different dimension. 

Reality sets fairytales apart from it. 
Reality taints everything in life with all the different colours in the spectrum. 

It's not black or white or the different shades of grey. 
Life's not always full of bliss and good things. 
But you know what reality teaches you that fairytales don't? 
Is that no matter how much negativity you go ...

Twin Flames

How do you know you've met your twin flame? 
Well, in your darkest days and your darkest hours, they're the beacon of light that shines through the darkness that consumes you. 
They're the hope that makes you keep living, when all you want to do is stop existing. 
They're your cheerleader in your greatest moments. 
The ones that make you feel loved, when you don't love yourself. 
Twin flames give you a reason to stay alive and keep living. 
At times when you're on your knees about to give up on your dreams, twin flames will always be there to pick up and mend your broken pieces. 
They're the ones that understand and hear you when no one else wants to listen. 
And makes your life just feel a little bit easier to deal with. 
Twin flames are the ones that carry pieces of you no matter how far apart you are in distance, but would never ma...

Highs and Lows of loving you

You and I met in a dark crowded place in the dead of winter. 

Just out for a good time not a bad time, meeting strangers with drinks flowing and no one was sober. 

You barely said a word to me that night, 

But neither of us realised it was the start of this roller-coaster ride. 

Months down the line you finally got the courage, to tell me how you really feel about me. 

It started off as just a harmless friendly fling, what we didn't know was if it was meant to be. 

That summer we eventually got together, we were both so happy not knowing that our bridges would burn in the near future. 

We started off great full of hopes and dreams of a future together but eventually the addiction of love wore off for you. 

Fears and insecurities about loving me hit you, hit you...

Changes

I guess that we don't see... the real reality, of who we are deep down inside... until we open up the Pandoras box in our hearts and our minds. 

We had no choice... when we came into this world, we were the chosen ones... bound to a life of suffering and joy. 

But you see... until we look deep inside ourselves. We don't realise the changes that takes place each night and each day within our souls. 

Unless you reflect on your past, you won't realise your present and your future. The changes that we go through, as each day and night passes, makes us all the unique individuals that we present to the world. 

Some are born great... Others rise up to be great. But if we all looked inside ourselves once in a while, we'll realise that we're also the same. The same hearts beat in the same chest... The same organs reside in the same bodies. 

We're nothing more than a speck of...

Still a lot of love left

I know it wasn't what we both wanted.

But it felt like there was no other option.

I didn't want it to end us, but it felt like we were falling in slow motion. 

A pit of emotions neither of us could comprehend. 

Neither of us knew or could work out what we wanted. 

But even if we're not as one, there's still a lot of love left. 

I still see you in my mind when I close my eyes even for just a second. 

It's sad that we couldn't figure out what we both kept doing wrong. 

And I miss the way you looked and smiled at me, the way you touched and kissed me, when I laid next to you. 

There's still a lot of love left, and I thought it'd be easy to leave it behind. 

But I guess I was wrong, because I still want you til the end of time. 

I wish we could make it work. The way we promised we would do. 

Emotional kaleidoscope

Trying to forget the way you felt on my skin. 

Trying to forget the way your lips touched mine. 

Trying to forget how you make me feel and leave our past behind. 

I keep trying to erase you from my heart and my mind. 

But no matter what I do... I can't just leave our past behind. 

I miss you like crazy you know. 

I'm stuck in the emotional kaleidoscope that's you. 

I've never felt like this before. 

Never been made to feel all sorts of emotions. 

But being stuck in this emotional kaleidoscope of you. 

Is like being stuck with an addiction that's incurable. 

I know I shouldn't lose myself just because I crave you. 

But a thousand times over I'd still choose you. 

Euphoria is what I feel when I'm around you. 

The highs feel so good and makes me fe...