Love is not always pretty

Love is not always pretty,

Butterflies at first,sweet glance,

Loving voice,first hug,first kiss,

And all the sweet thoughts,we want to achieve,

We share the burden,build for the future,

Want to be perfect in everything,

Really believe in so called fantasy,

But ignorance hit the hearts turn to ache and cry harder,

Seeking for all the answer,somewhere in time we lost,

And believe that ourself is not enough,that's why we 

Left behind.

Trying to catch up,begging,tricking,crying,to justify the 

Feeling of love.

Back as it used to be,too much care,too much love 

Too much understanding,that is why, someone feel secured and taken the relationship for granted and do all the things that may satisfied as a person,including third party.

That way the fantasy turn to reality that love is not always pre...

"Chaotic Mind"

Those burning eyes,

Penetrating sounds,

Ridicule laughs,

Abuse me,at times

They stress me out of control,

They never stop buzzling,oozing,

My head is bloating and spinning,

Help me,I'm going to fall,

I want to run,

I want to hide,

Seek for peace of mind,

Where I can find?

You never knew,what I been through,

Can't express those words as new,

Your already concluded the way you saw,

Can you spare time with me and listen too?

Reminiscing

I hear a song today,

Bring back of yesterday,

Every beat of harmony,

Feel my heart softly,

In every note of a line,

I wish you would mine,

I was about to smile,

But now you are gone,

The music is deep,

I'm about to peep,

The memories I keep,

Remains ,but so quiet,

Instrument play fast,

Never to make it last,

Like our story,

Certain end completely....

Aching

I was hurt,I was abandon,

And no one dare to listen,

My tears flew hard,

They smile and seems eager,

I was betrayed,

I had a lesson,

It was odd,

I never ask a reason,

I was Indifferent,

People talk me shit,

I was approaching,

And they start running,

In this world I'm seeking,

For only hope that is waiting,

Something that I want to believe in,

To make myself, a whole again..

Writer's Blank

My mind is dancing,

Many thing is sinking,

How can I start writing,

When I do nothing,

I was at the balcony,

Sitting here lazily,

I am in agony,

Wine is my accompany,

I hold my pen at last,

Every word I write,

Makes no sense at might,

Lack of pure delight,

Should I write acrimony,

Followed by testimony,

It's not my advocasy,

To hurt somebody,

In every poem I'm written,

Reflection of my feelin,

Sometimes I'm dreamin,

Someone's gonna complain...

Just thinking

People grin an act,

Tend to think of what?

Tell a subconcious mind,

They want to hide and find,

Hunger for nobelty,

Actions bring cruelty,

Can money gives harmony?

Or it can tear us honesty?

Selfish does for wealth,

Fight till last breath,

What could they aim,

When he or she is ashame,

I want to stand  and speak,

My knees broke and weak,

They should understand,

But having a close mind,

Living in this world,

You can't all afford,

Just sit and never thought,

The luxury you bought,

Can we  just do and does,

Pure simple joy of hearts,

Brings color of content,

Meaning of life itself...

Love for the first time

We start in simple hi,

Glance with sweet smile,

Those sincere promising eye,

Indeed,I fall in a while,

I trust for the first time,

I love for the first time,

Hurt for the first time,

Cried out loud for the first time,

I thought love is full of ecstasy,

Hold hands,draw our fantasy,

Sitting in a cloud nine,

That no one else can see,

Now,it is so dark,

Now,it is colorless,

Your smile is meaningless,

Do,your love is change?,

Near,but kept in distance,

Hold, but so cold,

No sense of whisper,

Our love is not the same...

If

If i could reversed the time,

I would correct my mistake,

I coudn't watch you cry,

I shouldn't let you ask why,

If i could turn back the the time,

I simply living in content,

Never seek for thing,you can't give,

Never let you taken for granted,

If i could hold the time,

I stop when we were together,

The sweet innocent look when your smile,

Caress my heart,down to my spine,

If i could bring back the time,