Revenge

You broke the bond and you can't mend it,

You were the snake then I had befriended.

This is not what I had originally intended,

I'll be the nightmare you haven't dreamt yet.

Shoulder

I had been a shoulder to so many

I look back and don't really regret any

I had been the mirror to their truth

I tried to be the adult in my youth.

As I think back to all those that I helped

The way that silent "thank you" had felt.

Maybe everyone needed this therapist

It was self less, that I thought etiquette.

I could never be on the opposite side

Asking for help, knowing how i had lied

To help others when they needed it most

I guess an artist can never be engrossed.

A mirror can never see its own reflection

A dictionary can never have a correction

Don't therapists need to relate too?

Don't gods need someone to pray to?

Smile

I don't have many friends

My life has too many bends

I'm not invited to the birthdays

I'm not part of the latest craze.

I could never be as open as you

You'll never see my point of view

I eat by myself in the corner

I'm the strange foreigner.

I'm the last one to be picked

The unacceptable imperfect.

I know you all think I'm an outsider

Among the birds, I'm the spider.

I'm tossed around like a piece of junk

You all sail by unflinched, as my boat sunk

You kick me when I'm down

Ignore my nervous breakdown.

But at the end of the day

I have just one thing to say

I look in the mirror and smile

Have you done that in a while?

Synonyms

I still forget to forget

My safe cigarette

My noon moon

The open cocoon.

Our Incognito names

Those cold wet flames

Those Sunny nights

The peaceful fights

Those louder than life silences

Your omnipresent absences

My open cardiac suture

Remind me of the future

And our rising descent

That we never dreamt.

The New Girl

Your name written in red, Blood on my sweater,

Your blade in my spine, Hope she treats you better.

Why couldn't you have me back?

Was our love the rose or the lilac?

Was I just a cheaper prozac?

Your very own nymphomaniac?

I'm bleeding Blue, cuz it's all inside

The cage in my heart, unidentified,

My plan for the escape, suicide,

How is my own death, undignified?

Why does she now mean more?

Why is your love, a carnivore?

Is this new or has it happened before,

Guess I just don't matter, anymore.

Tomorrow

Life is stupid and life is beautiful

Death, well it's still not excludable

Yesterday might have been great

That might have been just the bait

For today, the tables can flip over

But is that certain? Certainly no sir!

Today might have been lower that most

But tomorrow you might become a ghost

No one knows what tomorrow holds

You just have to wait for what unfolds

Tomorrow can't be bought at high prices

It's just part of the ongoing existential crisis.

So wipe off your teary grins and start the show

Cue the music, cue the dancers and cue tomorrow.

Just Another

Seems just yesterday when it began

Guess you discovered a better plan

Guess we've crossed our lifespan

Guess you found your perfect man.

I dream that you feel this pain too

I wish we could talk how we used to

Every day, I ask the walls for a clue

Of how it feels like to be loved by you.

After wiping your tears, without a tissue,

I wish I got more than just a 'thank you'.

I could talk to you all night, friendly

Be the most understanding and funny

But to you, I was just another nobody

Someone will come and replace me

Maybe that's just how it's meant to be

Maybe me and you, were never "we".

I wish I knew what wrong i did

Guess I was just another shy kid

With heart turned Blue and violet

Just another eyelash on your eyel...

Wants 2

I want a trip to somewhere around the equator

Maybe away from technology, but closer to nature.

Gazing at the night sky from my hammock

Living off of sea water, coconuts and manioc.

Crossing oceans, without a worry on my mind

Away from the addicting creations of mankind.

Trying out fruits and berries, sweet and bitter

Somewhere there are tweets outside of Twitter.

I wanna go where 'natural' is more than a hashtag

Travel so much that I get immune to any jet lag.

Experience cultures out of a documentary

Discover secrets hidden away for a century.

Eat foods that don't have a no carbs version

Somewhere, taking a walk isn't an exertion.

Reach an Amazon where the other one can't reach

A place where global warming is more than a speech.

I want to see the sunset across the ocean

Wants 1

I don't want your fancy parties and banquets

I just need my bed, a book and my blankets,

A hot cup of coffee, snuggling as the rain pours

Laying back and forgetting all of my chores.

I want a home filled with books and sweaters

I want to post everyday, some paper letters

Hear stories that last more than a day

About dragons and children far far away

The songs on the radio, but out of my car

The warmth of smoke, but not of a cigar.

Cooking warm delicious food, just for myself

Somewhere I don't have to clean the shelf.

When

When you can't feel my heartbeat,

When I join the world under our feet,

When I'm under dirt and stones,

When plants grow in my bones.

When I'll have faced mayhem,

When I'm long forgotten by them,

When all my foes have enjoyed,

When I'm fallen deep in the void,

When all yours tears have dried,

When your mind is unoccupied,

When I no longer need the money,

When you've probably forgotten me,

When my mention is just deja vu,

That's when I'...