Doubled disappointment

     
    The Sunlight chases the flashing wings of light quickly, sparking sparks in darkening eye-stars; is getting ready for the gloomy night lunar version! Crouching shadows hide quietly in the depths of the Spirit…
    Like someone who wakes up from a difficult dream and is frightened by the disappointing Real - why do I have to run away from the hustle and bustle of my selfish problems?
     
    Why do you cry out to yourself when no one hears my bitter words ?! In the shipwrecked silence of my mortal life, why can't I let the Redeeming Harmony coming with Sunbeam smiles ?! The menacing Being would scatter my nasty curses if he found me among my hiding places! As a black majesty, a vast Nirvana Space is attacking me: it is stretching the boundaries of my timelessness!
     
    It circles this filthy uncertain pus-ignorance s interrogatingly interrogatingly; "What do you want to start with your life?" - The inward-growing silence of Alien Tomorrow is swept away; it would still be good to cling to the flames of gum-red sunsets romantically next to Someone, and to hope that even fallen human souls have not left me for good! I have never been able to cling to the embracing rocking of savior, caressing swan arms: this very, no-man's life is rebuked every day, and it is sure to sprout by itself!
     
    I’m already like the envious soleplates of the one-man Man who drove this formative Being away from the herd as they tossed wounding stones into the swamp! From my deep dreams I should still save the mortal savior!