Nights of severity

     
    Trembling mouth silence; I'm excited! A crypt-grimacing smile freezes on my walrus face! Fear undulates on my eyelid roller coaster - the pain of my awakening often torments me! A crouching shadow rubs against me in the cell cage of the yellow-lit Moonworld, creeping quietly; bleeding victims redeemed melancholy-regards myself fate greeted back to me! My soul, vomiting in the midst of doubts, sips greedy, ominous sounds!
     
    With vigilant patience you could still understandably wait for My Beloved! Everything around me is One and Indivisible: I have also ended in the limits of Finality! Unattainable goals judge my head every day and blame my missed, achievable opportunities: gravity settles on my heart troubled with distressed pain; dead frozen kayak-loneliness illuminates my face! "I'd be hiding behind the cramped cover of my body, even if I could!" I admire my pathetic fate of mitigras! How did I get here ?!
     
    Did everything happen as written? The admonition of the environment could have made him alone, what had happened in me in turn! The thorns of bare tropical cacti wounded again! And in the labyrinth of my secret moth-chewing instincts, if I could meet Someone who guides you with love, not just to stumble in extended darkness: I would rather pass on the forgivable class steps of my mistakes to those who follow me as a silent gift!