I Lost
I am suffocating in my expectations.
I am drowning in my hopelessness.
I am lost and want to cry.
But tears won't come out of my eyes.
I feel like I am stuck at this moment.
With utter hopelessness and bewilderment.
I am tired and want to quit.
But I can't muster the courage to do it.
I guess I am what all those people call, a loser.
A sore loser who lost to himself.