ONE FOR SOMEONE

  
It's no use rejecting you now, or you're deceitfully denying yourself. I am still bound by human soul contracts, and because of you I will go and stand, if necessary, as a steadfast” role " in this great human conflict.

Not evading or avoiding her as a friendly, chubby Scarecrow scaring black ravens Princes half-bolder – but still more conciliatory. I don't look upon you as a bribed celebrity, but as a faiently blessed lady among men who could hear the alms calvaries of my wounded soul.

I know I've been a pathetic guy for a long time, poor little one who comes to you for help as a fan who peeps around looking only at you. Accompany me with your understanding, analytical humanity. Be my guiding guide-companion in my hellish present, where the law of an assassin is plagued.

Now I know that the bottomless depths of many disappointments are despicable and infested with anger and sadness, perhaps, that you are a famous man, deceived and betrayed daily. For me, believe me, all that would matter as a redeeming holy refuge is if we could talk to you for a little while and replace your career opportunities with unselfish, human understanding.

Such is a vulnerable, locally stalling situation, complex to the core and contrived, just enough mean for itself. As a murderer, if he kills with a slow-killing blade, for his being is treacherous, deceitful-to draw blood wherever he finds it – and my deceitful fate has already given me the bleeding scars of stigmata – at least now come you who confide in me, and will forgive me if with sincerity I reveal my heart and accept him as my companion in friendship!