CURRENT, REBELLION SPIRIT

It could easily have been a holy and inviolable loneliness that accompanies you even beyond the otherworldly grave. It could have been a happy and contented holiday in the dregs of my day-glory, which does not need to be reciprocated. The answer to flirtatious glances could have been romance, childish playful hesitance. Rather than the public humiliation of crocodile tears, it's more of a baby-sucking, gentle taunting. It could have been thirst-quenching longing kisses in the pitch-black, when everything else is sleeping in silence, a secret, fearfully guarded angel caress between tender ashen petals.

It could have been a decent, simple real family and a home where it is always good to return to, to find an understanding and caring shelter. It could have been a superstitious twist, in which body to body through chemistry and desires leads to the united Allness of souls. It could have been a defenseless, flickering, tiny flame or a fiery eruption of lava rising up and rising, an eternal hope that, no matter how trampled on the road, always rises and sets off.

It could have been a timid, mumbled repentance over the phone. There could have been certain forgiveness in the cursed, pitiful life where everything was already broken. It could have been a woman's heartbeat radiating with happiness, which could still be filled with undying love and the blissful buzzing music of spheres. It could have been a hissing silence, which should be listened to with due politeness. It could have been a loving look hiding behind laughing honey sunbeam smiles, which is indispensable and addresses you forever! He could have been infallible, and for that very reason, he had a legitimate peace, which does not ask or ask for unnecessary permissions - but always forgives those who deserve it. It would have been possible to live and thrive without the dreaded fears and self-doubt!