UNFULFILLED PHRASES

I will fall into a bottomless abyss into eternal night.I've lived so much to be afraid of... Don't add to my agonizing fears.My heart is pestering lm lying in wait is vulnerability equal to annihilation if the grown-up cannot strike back?! On agonizing nights, even the bravest would make a mockery.I have been deceived a few times in the matter of promises, yet I remain a naive bona fide teenager.

I know suckers and losers could be better, and that's what I've dedicated my ever-fearful little life to.And what we are forced to do is present and future life. And though the man-animal often betrays himself by pretending, lying, and abusing evil-alato - I cannot put up with just how certain death is.I cry out to the leftover intellect for fool's gold the world cannot be trusted!

I would like to ask friends to talk about the uncertain fate, if it exists: send some secret, apocryphal sign into my life, which makes the hard, burdensome everyday life more bearable. Cotton wool dipped in darkness ink. The night falls with arms outstretched helpless.

I wondered, and suddenly I thought that all fear was self-infection, nothing else. But still.The only thing terrible to know is that the Great Adventure may pass: man. I speak bitterly of my beautiful dreams in the morning because we only live once.

I couldn't stop the falling stone. Sometimes I dwell in the eyes of the lovers and the sad, other times I can fit in the depths of a single hot word; I am the unforeseen point of error; the butterfly dancing in front of the prison window.It would be good to ignite in the brainwashed brain cells the first stir, the radical question marks of doubt!