Returning me-time

  
I can't intentionally alienate myself yet! My doubled person is protected and guarded by good and bad, Jing-Yang, Alpha and Omega. One would be a hysterical, defenseless child, the other a shipwrecked, embittered loser-man.

A wolf and an Alamusi worm fall on each other every day. Many times, I am deeply saddened by his helplessly stomping frenzy of this outside world. I have more and more legitimate reasons for real fears - I can tell! Time - like Life and Death - follows you everywhere.

Behind sin and infectious filth, they regularly make fun of it, sweep the more delicate or taboo things under the carpet! It would often be a simpler, easier solution to ask for the help of psychics, who can accurately sense the One-truths of the disturbing One-soul even without unnecessary words!

And it wouldn't be necessary for them to finally see who I really am in every new acquaintance situation, in unexpectedly intense confusion, amidst a sea of ??blushing compliment instincts.

I have become a highway traveling through unknown spheres, searching among distant star-continents, searching for the home of the certain unknown, and without it you can't even guess that it is buzzing over your head with all the fateful tragedies of an unworthy life.

We often wish to get rid of excess burdens universally. We renounce our deprived One-Life in many versions. Even the aimless crying that jumps out of our eyes stays with us and is fulfilled. Because in this world, who cannot stay firm more than homesickness - he yearns incessantly!

All returning souls, who are not even in longing the horn-sonnet of the voices boldly seeping through the mists; that another hopeless year has come and gone in our lives!