EXPERIENCED DIFFERENCES
My friend! Maybe you're right! First, of course, you only account for the weight of your years as a prisoner, and only later the decades that have gradually, unexpectedly and suddenly been added to your being. Every time you laughed at the threateningly approaching Hangman's Death and tachycardia heart valve disorders, which sent emergency signals to the cogs of your body and then your brain, you were already like, why back down, when it wouldn't hurt to live Life to the fullest; at the dawn of our childhood, you taught me - just like you - to endure and wipe away my tears when an army of hurt and insults rushed at me, and I didn't understand why the weaker or smaller ones were hurt at all ages!
With the power of memories and words - maybe - only two of us can understand the shared moments of our past, while the external, confused world continues to march slowly towards the nets of uncertainty; We will continue to faithfully keep the cherished copies of our memory pictures in our hearts. - With a strict, wise Aristotle's look, he warns us to sit down somewhere and talk a little about this and that, how and how can the selfish, pathetic little man prosper in this current chaotic world?! In you too - just like in others - the self-reckoning of the heavy, difficult Sisyphus years took place to the core, and you grew a stone-hard chitin armor around your naive childish soul so that no one else would hurt you again.
Now you are traveling abroad in your lofty and hilly mountains, maybe on horseback, or just hiking, and you are living not only your Self-time, but also that you managed to make a Separate Peace with Mother Nature. Your restless, hot-headedness might calm down if you think about your children and your loving family. This way, you can continue to live the story of verified reality even now!