SELFISH

03,November,2020 by

AHHHH THIS WORD I HAVE HEARD MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE

THAT IM A CON A THEIF A LIAR AND SELFISH IN MY OWN RITE

IM A HYPOCHONDRIAC CRAZY AND DELUSIONAL

MY VISIONS AND GIFTS ARE MERE PARLOR TRICKS

PRODUCED BY MY WICKED NEED FOR YOUR UNRIGHTHEOUS KICKS

THAT IM NEEDY AND DRAMATIC AND DO NOT WANNA EARN MY WAY

THAT I RIDE ON THE COATAILS OF MY BOURNE LEGACY

LEMME TELL YA THATS BULLSHIT THAT YOU TRY TO FEED ME

SINNER I AM MOST COMMANDMENTS IVE BROKE

WHILE I WAS THE WORLDS ENTERTAINMENT I WAS AND AM UR LIVING COKE

SNUFF ME UP GET YOUR HIGH BELITTLE MY SOUL SO YOU CAN FLY

22 BILLION FIDELITY DID SAY WAS THE MINIMUM NUMBER ON MY HEAD

I SEE YOU GRAPPLE AND STEAL BORROW AND BARTER HOPING UNTIL IM DEAD

YOUVE USED ME FOR YOUR BRIBES AND SHHH I WONT TELLS

YOU HAVE JUMPED ON A BOARD AS MY BRAIN AND HEART SWELLS

THE WORST PART WASNT EVEN THE EVIL DOCTOR OR PSYCH WARD STAYS

IT WAS GOING HOME TO MY BAPTISMAL CHURCH TWICE TO BE ONLY TURNED AWAY

NOW I ASK YOU THIS SINCE IM TEXTING IN HONEST RIGHT

TELL ME AGAIN ABOUT HOW SELFISH I AM?

IVE BEGGED TO VOLUNTEER IN PANTRYS AND HOMES

IVE GIVEN MY BLOOD AND ALMOST MY KIDNEYS THIS ISNT JUST A POEM

SPEAKING IN TONE AND ANGRY UNJUST

IF I AM THE STAR OF A LIVE SHOW

MERCY IS A MUST

THE PARADOX IS DEEPER THAN WHAT YALL SEE

I DO SPEAK TO GOD AND THE DEAD

AND

THEY TOO ARE SHAKING THERE HEADS

MY WINGS WERE PURE

WHEN I WAS GIVEN MY 1ST RITES

LUCIFER HE LAUGHED SAID TO ME YOUVE COME HERE TO FIGHT?

STUPID CHILD THEN ADOLESCENT NOW WOMAN ALL THE SAME

YOU WERE A DONATION TO A CURSE I LAUGH OUT LOUD WHILE THEY WILL MAME

HE SAYS HOW ARE YOU STILL HERE AND WHY DO YOU CARE FOR THESE LETCH SOULS

WELL YOU BASTARD ALL I WILL SAY IS MY BIRTHDAY WISH

AND

FUCK YOU i GOT TO GO

SO AS I SIP MY MORNING COFFEE PURGE SOME FEELINGS AND LIGHT A CIGARETTE

I CAN HONESTLY SAY I ALWAYS SEE THE BEST

SOME OF YOU HATE THAT

SOME IVE WATCH LAID TO REST

IM HONORED THAT I CAN AND STILL AND WILL TRY

AS GOD AS MY CAPTAIN IN THE ABYSS OF THE LIE

CALL ME A BITCH OR EVEN A C

SELFISH IM NOT

I WAIT ON HE

THE STORIES I COULD TELL CAUSE YA DONT KNOW EM ALL

UNITED WE STAND

TOGETHER WE FALL

AS DEAR HAS PENNED IN LYRIC AND HIS OWN RITE

I LIVED WHILE YOU WATCHED

SO INHALE ME LINE FOR LINE

GOD KEEPS ME GOING SO WE CAN ALL FLY

PEACE!

WWIII ELECTION DAY 11-03-2020

I VOTE JESUS CHRIST TODAY.... THAT'S IF THEY LET ME AT MY BALLOT <3