Lucky gifts

 
Like a beaten child who secretly dares to return home, or who has been excluded from his own house by wandering shadows and is no longer able to console himself - millions of unnecessary ties and obstacles hold him back from the happiness he has found.
A thin presence of mind, ready to be renewed daily, or a strong willpower is no longer enough. It is not easy to heal a heart bleeding from multiple wounds and to find a new one through a single murder.

While you may feel that every day everyone has left you on purpose, because you have become stubborn and because your soul voluntarily retreated into the solitude of the four walls; you decided yourself that before you get to know someone, you will measure the true weight of their actions and words on a secret scale, and if the words are false, the actions are false, the actions are false, you will be the one who will end the breakup.

You deliberately let the promises of handshakes float in your palm. Neither Present nor Past can exist only if everything is bent with everything else. Only if you could see the invisible, uncertain direction exactly, so that you would not only be stuck in the distorted and grotesque images of mirrors and have to stare at yourself forever.

As someone who has deliberately given his life to the knowledge that, apart from nothingness, there can definitely be someone: you would like to look around in life to find your worthy partner. Often, one decisive moment is enough - be careful not to break it yet!

It would rather take you towards unknown landscapes, chase your unknown path - but your secret mixed heart attack is already knocking and then constantly hindering you. You float like a ghost between the walls of your soon-to-be-uninhabited home, instead of being able to learn to enjoy the family life you deserve. But it will be alright! The fortunes you received as a gift have departed from your head!