what can go wrong will go wrong
Like a wheel of fortune
Life keeps spinning round and round
Skipping chances and big wins
A lucky strike is not allowed
You might try hard to survive
To be the best and beat the rest
But in the end you'll feel the knife
That life stuck right through your chest
The plans you made for future's sake
Vanish when you picture them
Overthrow the risks to make
Life as sweet as fiction can
Is there any way to know
Which way to bliss you have to go?
So you might win this dead-end fight
And make the wrong things turn out right
What can go wrong will surely do
But if you spin the wheel once more
You'll find what can work out will too
And now you should try and challenge life and get the things you're looking for
the failures of life
Subliminal jealousy
It's a pity
Why do you keep measuring my devotion?
You think I will leave but it's only
Your conceited truth
That could make us drift apart
But I won't let it come that far
Because I learned and I am loyal
And now I'm sounding just like you
When we'd be the purest souls
Perfect people in imperfect circumstances
Colliding and repelling just like magnets
I failed to say the things I should
When the moment was right
Too late, wrong time, wrong choice of words
I thought you knew but you keep guessing
Can't be pleased by my reactions
Would I even choose you if things were different?
I never thought I could be one of the lost ones
Talking about heartbreaks and isolation and the typical downfalls of an obliterated life
Then I fell right into it
pictures last longer than words
A photograph
It makes the present stay alive
Makes a distant past revive
Happy faces, words unspoken
Dreams held so close, now passed and broken
A second's glance will last forever
When sweet words of future turn to never
A photo
It conserves the love when the magic is gone
Reflecting diamond days done like the last rays of sun
Memories of a summer when friendships were made
Forever on paper, though the colours may fade
Stains of coffee, to cover the memories
Hidden in bookshelves, lost, precious remedies
A picture
It makes a kiss never end and hopes never cease
A life eternally carved on a frieze
Two souls, once connected, now we're apart
You are an image burnt in my heart
It's love's and life's most prominent curse -
Pictures last longer than words
happy
I was happy once
So happy to be alive
So happy to be me
Now my heart's broken
I'm on the floor
Too scared to push the knife deeper into my skin
When did it all go wrong?
When the people you trusted
The ones supposed to be the most important ones in your life
Are the reason for your devastation
Is it your fault?
a good thing never ends
You said you'd never leave me
And I, I did believe you
For there could never be
Another one for me like you
At first I didn't know you
Though I really wanted to
You talked to me, a simple 'hey'
Was the cause of my happiness, everyday
I said the right things and you wanted to see me
We met and everything was as it should be
We parted and promised to reunite
Instead it all ended up in a fight
You said good things happen and I must say
The time I could spend with you has been the best day
Now you left me and with you you took my life's sense
You seem to forget that a good thing never ends
what would you think?
Would you think he's right for me?
Treating me like he should be
Or would you think that he's all wrong
That I should not be hanging on?
He reminds me of you
And I never give my heart away until a love is true
But sometimes I wonder if he
Is really in love with me
I sometimes see your face in his
Do I love him because of this?
No, he really has my heart
I knew it right from the start
I wish he was as strong as you
Persistent, confident and true
Heart as pure as gold
When we loved each other in the days of old
He's not mine to fill your place
I'd give my life to see your face
But somehow he has made his way
Right into my heart to stay
THE LETTER...
DEAR SANTA...
...
A little boy in Africa, wrote Santa Claus a letter,
He asked for medication, to help his friends get better,
An end to hostile conflicts, so children would stop dying,
When he sat and read it, St Nicholas started crying.
....
He saw a world in chaos, where children were not safe,
They struggled for survival, threatened by the Wraith,
Slaughtered in their thousands by scum like Tony Blair,
A liar and a coward, devoid of human care.
....
His eyes were finally opened to a world, built on repression,
God Powdered the Black Man
I dont know what this vision just came to me
God told me he powdered the Black man so you could all SEE
Bleached his skin to pearly White?
I sit and wonder why that aint right
I am here thinking just like you
.........how dare me right this and I dunno who knew?
So this Black man in question
..........like so who it be? I was sooo paranoid I thought could it be me???
Albeit cannot how could It be me my Beautiful genetalia is a vagina you see.........
What does this mean Is God a man of color???
........But why send him White.....bleached and uncolored???
The day I was heavliy thrown on the cross I was the color of Albatross......
..........yes this is true
I have been watching and working and studying all of you
Seem...
Leak Valley
Among the fragility ruins of my soul, I still keep curious melodies, to see if there will be anyone else who will listen and think: if you have hurt Someone in the self of falling mirror tiles, how will you comfort the fall ?! In the promises of nowhere opportunities, I am disappointed daily: Were there any at all who considered the keeping of the Promise at all ?!
Story has broken down into facts, yet it has finally been licked with ugly ends! In my final desperation, despair often sticks to the "how to proceed" - executioner's rope! If the extended Silence explodes in me: I will divide myself between the gaps of fear and reason! Who else, with their eyes closed, can discover the true Truths of petal falls that experience Truth?
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