i miss (you)

i've become so distant
where has time gone
i'm sorry for what i've done

i need you to know
i'm trying my best
but i've lost myself over time

i want your hands
to guide me back home
to lay in your arms for eternity

why do i miss you
when you're always right there
time after time you don't leave

my hands feel cold
as i cry to myself
over moments i can't unsee
 

Air

Wind whistle,
through the trees,
picking up pace,
sweeping past,
weaving fast,
as it blows breeze 
Felt through,
the body, and, knees
over the face,
whoosh,
touching a nose, 
shush
Cold ears, and hands,
hot chocolate, with 
marshmallows,
waiting on stand,
to warm up the, 
marching breeze band,
after been blown around,
like fine sand 

© 2020  Carol Natasha Diviney

Majestic Ocean

Listen closely to the sound , this seashell that has floated upon the shore  of white sand, as you place it's magic upon your ear, the rippling sound of the crashing waves is what you hear. 
Oh how I wish I could fit inside, for the tide descending back into these Waters of blue, carrying me into the majestic ocean floor beyond the sands never touched by man, the beauty these Waters allow us to see, I am imagining how mysterious the rest could be, for we haven't a clue.    Laying beneath the so much unseen , lost city's, sunken vessels, treasures of a time long ago , the story of another time  all buried beneath a place we dare not go. Laying beneath the grounds of our feet another world  left undiscovered , only to imagine, the the secrets it keeps , the magestic land that remains unseen.

In The End

One of these days , you will see my worth and know my loyalty, you will understand  what  I gave and realize I gave it all. You will look back on the dreams we had and the memories we made, when we could have made so many more. You will realize and acknowledge all of the things taken for granted , you will then understand all of the insults and harsh words weren't necessary. Although you may have hurt my heart and scarred my soul, you have only discouraged me for the moment, and I may never forget the things you said but I always forgave you. I never claimed perfection and stand in my own wrongs. The only difference is, I can own my faults and admit them to you , will it all be worth it in the end, when your faults can only touch one soul, and that one soul will be only you.?
©kimmied1105

After Your Birthday

The hallway is filled with silence

Darling, I can’t hear you anymore, uncomfortable silence is now what we are immune to.

I feel adjacent to your soul that I can no longer touch but she can

The dependency on me emotionally is gone now I feel as if a part of my soul has left my body but when you were mine I never bothered to notice that emotionally you were moved in while I had the keys and came home when I wanted to.

Your patience is greatly appreciated and your kiss will forever linger on my lips.

You are the women who may forever reside in my skin
 

You are my Limerence

Her tension-able smile makes my heart overload with warmth and curiosity
Grounded when she understands my sense of knowledge
I am loved but not the way I’ve ever been before
I’m okay with her subtle love and her passive-aggressive care
I am no longer confused about her brain
I’ve entered her and she knows it
I penetrated her with my personal growth and knowledge
Your tiny hands miss me when we’ve never interacted
The broad beautiful chest of your wishes my head was beside it
When you wake up you hear my last interaction in your head
My feels deepen because "too yang"  I think I'm in love with you
I don’t know where to put my hands
I turn my head in my car as if you’re there watching my humorous ignorance take over my body
I can hear your heart scream how much you love me
The thickness of your mind is so deadly but yet so beautiful.<...

Hero

Look onward out towards the crashing waves of the sea. 
It's there I dare to compare the rock holding form upon the crystal reef.
Compare to whom for there is no capable being upon this Earth holds claim to equal such
I know only one strong enough to withstand those  violently crashing waves , my hero , my daddy, his back totes the weight of the world every day , this rock standing firm in the heart of the crystal reef, holds little force to compare 
Journey with me for your eyes won't believe 
Young but recalling the blizzard one winter my hero, my daddy that returned from the mountain 
Eyes of sky blue shining through crystals of icicle hanging from his lashes, his face purple from the wicked freeze of sleet.
I peered with pain while my mother laid warmth over my hero's frozen face, it was the rock in the reef that cold winter's day far across the fierce mountain snow he...

If I were

If I were a ghost
I'd sneak around
Shouting, "boo!"

If I were an angel
I'd watch over
Many of you

If I were a good friend
I'd follow my best friend everywhere
Just to make sure they're okay

If I were the wind
I'd wrap you tightly
In my soft whispers

But alas, I'm not any of those things
But if I were...
I'd be happy

Will

FROM AN INTELLIGENCE THAT CANNOT ERR OUR WILL IS THE FORCE THAT PRODUCES LIGHT IT IS THE EMANATION OF DIVINITY IN ALL OF ITS MIGHT. AS STATED IN GENESIS “LET THERE BE LIGHT”, IT PROCEEDS FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME ACCORDING TO IMMUTABLE LAWS, TO MANIFEST ITS MAGIC IN OUR DAILY LIVES IT IS NOW YOURS AND MINE. FREEDOM OF WILL IS THE DIVINE GIFT BESTOWED UPON US TO BE USED WISELY JUST AS THE LAW OF OUR GREAT SYSTEM FORBIDS THE WASTE OF EVEN AN ATOM YOU SEE. ...

BLACK AND EVERY LIVES MATTER

BLACK AND EVERY LIVES MATTER

Much more to humanity than being White or Black, no inferiority nor superiority. 

No African No American and nothang like Asian. All I see on earth is humans.

No black no white or yellow complexion, but all were humans of same kind. 

All Lives Matter. And if humans should be categorized, Black Lives Matter.

Why do we kill each other? It doesn't really matter who you're nor where you from, we were nothang but brother.(s) 

He Who wishes the world peace would not alone dwell therein. Black lives matter as well as every other's. 

We have got to change the way we live, change the way we think, we got to change the way we treat each other. 

We need to change the way we perceive one another. What's love if what we only unders...