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Emotion: I’m the last to know.
                                                Why does it matter
                                              It’s mere chatter 
                        It’s doesn’t mean nothing: Logic
Emotion: Comforting-nothing 
  but really it’s something.
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Lethal weapon

I am a lethal weapon.
A weapon nobody must come upon,
A weapon ready to blow, 
A weapon that can kill you,
A weapon that can kill me.

I love you but I’m a weapon.
A very, very lethal weapon.
Killing anything in it’s path and beyond.

I love you but I’ll hurt you,
I’ll do more than bruises 
And making your eye blue.
I try to put safety but I’m still a danger,
I give us space but I can murder from afar.

I love you but I must push you away.
Better to leave you with a little sting
Than to kill you with my hot ammunition.

The day can’t fight the night

The day can’t fight the night
And the darkness will absorb the light
So when it’s dark and you loss your sight
Just know I kept up the fight.

Not to say I am defeated;
I’m physically standing (and mentally dying)
As a lone cub in the night, I fiercely fend
Sadly as night drags on, my fate is set
Beside all courage, I can soundly bet 
That the day can’t fight the night
Like how the light can’t fight the dark
As we broil and tussle and war
We know that death wins the fight

Black Boy

At the beginning of time
they saw him as a slave
Now, it’s the police prime
to shoot him into the grave
Peers scared he’ll steal their toys
Teachers still stereotype that his a black boy
Expel him giving his future to the gangs
Either jail or stuck between devil’s fangs
Scrabbling through the trauma
Living through hates non-understandable 
Unaware, untrained he’ll be a black man
Until then, neither he stays in a comma
‘Cause I don’t know how the black boy can survive.

To Fear

To be powerless
To the situation 
That keeps u captive
That keeps u detain
So u don’t fly
Or see the world
That is beyond
The horrible situation
Brother don’t be bothered 
By fear
Or it’s seductive sister
Sadness
For u are powerful 
Don’t let fear deter ur power.

Exampling

I’ll be exampling what happen 
I’ll tell until I figure out when 
Or understand the between of here and where
Or until I know what you’re actually asking?
I’ll be exampling what happen 
Until I remember what happen, then.

Emotional Brat

I don’t need to care
How do you feel
So if you’re mad and shit
Doesn’t affect me
Sort yourself 
Because you need to sort me
You better do it good
Today it’s you
And tomorrow someone else
To me you’re a toy; I’m a rich kid
Play, then throw you out
You yell, “ fuck you!”
Doesn’t matter, I got choices 
Don’t need to care
Cry a little 
See my smile shine
Devilish but so carefree
Like an emotional brat.

Suicide

I know it starts with one thought,
Then multiples to thousand,
Then becomes the only thing you think.

I know it starts with one cut,
Then evolves to many cuts,
Then becomes the only thing you do.

I know it starts with one desire,
Then grows bigger and important,
In the end, it’s an attempt,
Then....

Don’t worry I didn’t die.
I actually got help 
And I became better.

But why when i know the all answers,
I fall into the same trap,
Find myself with the knife again.

Is suicide the only thing that becomes of me?

Bully

I see you; wonder the crowds 
with your joking jeers of me.
Then you replay the jeers more
annoying than the radio with songs.


You see I; alone in my cold coffin.
Damn, what a funny day!
When your jokes stop playing.

The Darkness

The darkness

She wishes she’s missed,
She tried to wrap her arms around me,
No, I’m happy without her,


She must let me be,
But the more she tries doesn’t deter
Her. The Darkness

Everyday is Everyday

The sun will rise everyday,
Then will decent at sunset everyday,
The air will fill and empty your lungs
Every second and every minute everyday,
Hundreds of people die everyday,
But there’s thousands of births everyday,
Your history grows with every passing day,
And your future grows smaller everyday,
You must open your gift, the present, everyday
Even if it’s unpleasant or the best thing ever,
You must accept this gift everyday
And everyday and everyday and everyday,

Then comes that one day,
You see the sunrise and the sunset
And feel the air pass through your lungs
On that day you can touch the happy
Ambience of new live, the last time, and hear
The stories of your yesterday and listen
To the hopes for an innocent infant’s life,
On that day your hopes are pipe dreams
Cause today there’s no more tomorrow
Sadly, ...