Author: WordsFromLuxe
Poetry
Appreciation
No one ever appreciates the beautiful thing in life until the thunderstorm hits
That’s when they pray for better days and for the storm to go away forever
by then it’s to late to take back what was already washed away by storm
No one ever appreciates the beautiful things in life until the sun shines to bright
That’s when they pray for the clouds to cover what they aren’t ready to face
by then they can’t find the way to the shadows because they never took the time to buy sunglasses
COLD
As it stood in front of me
so lifeless...
But I couldn’t be afraid
because it was a reflection of me
It slowly began to come close to me
but I couldn’t move
Because I accepted it in my soul
It began to walk towards my reflection
I felt my heart turning cold
Then i realized I was talking to my soul...
Expensive Love
Your love was too expensive
more than you knew I could afford
I was determined to keep you to myself
I paid for everything
my PAIN
your HAPPINESS
my TEARS
your SMILE
I placed my soul in your hands
I invested everything into loving you
It was never good enough because you kept asking for more
but i was already empty
You took everything from me
You left me hollow
Your love cost me everything...
She
She protected herself from everything
She hid her emotions from everyone because she feared being hurt
She didn’t realize the pain she was causing herself by shutting down
She felt as if everyone would judge her if they knew what she really been through
She never wanted love because she knew the pain that came at the end
She never gave anyone the chance to understand her because she been hurt to much
She never knew real happiness so couldn’t search for something she doesn’t know
She is me
Why do I write?
I write because it feels better than therapy
I write because it's better than constantly hearing
"Oh, I'm sorry"
“Yea, I understand"
or nothing at all but that blank stare people give you when they are trying to act like they care
I write because this is the closest things to drugs that will help me escape this reality
I write because it's the only way I can understand what is going on with me
I write because it always reminds me that i will be okay