She
She protected herself from everything
She hid her emotions from everyone because she feared being hurt
She didn’t realize the pain she was causing herself by shutting down
She felt as if everyone would judge her if they knew what she really been through
She never wanted love because she knew the pain that came at the end
She never gave anyone the chance to understand her because she been hurt to much
She never knew real happiness so couldn’t search for something she doesn’t know
She is me