who am I?

Everyday my Identity doesn’t stay the same 

It’s changes with whomever I meet, it changes with every hello and every hey 

I get confused by which side I am on

Or if I am in both 

Both sides intrigue me

Both sides keep me close

When I have one, I want the other 

And when I have them both I want none 

My lifestyle is confusing so I had to try it once 

Till I reached my climax and things just got worse 

My feelings get more confusing with every single verse 

But I’ve learned how to live and I’ve learned how it works 

I couldn’t go back to a life of lies

I couldn’t go back to being just one same guy