INFJ Love
i'll fill you with
levels of ecstasy.
each expression, laced
with passion, honesty, admiration, and growth
making you realize
what's literally in front of you.
a warm body of water.
a wave, rippling across your ocean
reminding you that
its ok for you to be water
too.
to be yourself in every form of yourself.
my vibration will cancel out all others.
i'll usher
a calming stillness
a tranquil oneness
within your being.
in still awe
i'll reveal to you
your true beauty, for
you reflect the heavens.
i'll be the river
you dip into
to revitalize your soul.
flowing over you
appreciating your mere presence, floating
with and within
me.
Center
when engaged in battle,
you should never give up, or give away
your center
so why, i wonder
when fighting the many battles life presents to us
do so many, give up
their souls...
Advice
never be anything except yourself
that's the only way to accept yourself
endure their shallow looks and their misguided pride
be nothing less than everything they choose to hide
express what's inside you, express all the pain
but never make the mistake of feeling you owe anything
a monster in their eyes
dead in yours
stop fighting their lies
why give any more
you have nothing to hide
you have nothing left stored
please come to realize
you've been through this war
tend to your insides
get up off the floor
another battle survived
but barely, therefore
going forward, remember and appreciate
the hard work you've done
and realize that sometimes the battles not fought
are the battles won
now cultivate your light
and radiate like the sun
use your gifts wisely
help elevat...
- 9tb: an honest manifesto. -
I want to be free of people.
I want to let go of everyone in my life who doesn't care about my wellbeing.
I want the strength to endure the ones striving for my end.
I want to embrace the ones who rejuvenate and help me continue walking this path.
I want to shine my light, regardless of how blue; it's still a light that can lead someone out of the darkness.
I want some kind of offgrid camper so I can be completely to myself and no longer have to endure toxic, closed minded, misguided assholes... or maybe to stop being one myself.
I want to dedicate my efforts towards realizing my potential, fulfilling my aspirations, and returning everyone back to themselves.
Because for some reason, regardless of how alone I want to be, or how alone this world's made me feel
I still feel the need to play my part in bringing about a better one, so we can all...
How to save the world.
Realize what it is;
Understand your place in it;
Be at peace with your ending;
Remembering, that
Life is found in death.
Which, is to say
not die, but
more so...
actualize immortality, through
radical acceptance of...
the only thing that matters;
this; moment; however
reflected, mirrored, distorted, projected...
or whatever other point, you
want to focus your entire being through.
Of which:
To that end, understand
we're more connected, 'being' together, holding hands.
Humans, the forgotten primate, standing for one another;
That, I believe
is how we save our dying mother;
realizing, nurturing, igniting
her fire, in every form, before...
her legacy, is no more;
thus...
Live, giving back, to
everything, that hel...
Yamaste
Honor - realized - through
cultivating, not love;
but you :)
To no one,
would I say,
I do, for
'I' don't exist anymore.
Confused?
'You' will be...
Until you aren't.
Hopefully before then you, start
paying a little bit more attention, to
your heart.
Be no other than what already is;
self, truly
in all forms;
home.
Understanding that, 'you' would never say "I do", for
my heart is already...
Ours.
You and I
at the same time, and
not at all.
Heh, truly
the beauty
of it all.
Cherish thy self;
always and forever.
Remember, nothing.
Be here, with me;
this, moment.
Yamaste.
- 9tb
A widow
At 23, she got marry
someone with bright
face, it's a love tied
them together with
fair and fairness, they
are like beautiful doves
flying with colorful
wings, all the birds
praise them to the skies
And suddenly, a broom
of destinies just appeared
and swept away their
happiness when the
death click and select
the husband, now
She is a widow
Authentic kindness.
Just, legit -
be your self.
Understand, that
reality is no different
externally or internally... thus
you
acting any kind of way, outside
your self...
is legit - fucking up your entire universe.
So, since you don't understand
'or even attempt'
We get annoyed, then be like
"fuck it, you ain't messing up my universe no more".
But, then
we understand...
just how much of a child you are;
unconscious to the point of presence;
present to the point of nothing.
To that end, you
ruin everyone's universe, from...
acting outside your own. It's...
infuriating to the point, of...
obliteration.
To any child, I pray
who so dare... defile?
any thing; I claim creation.
Skeptica...
Talking to my self; often :)
Self...
to no end would I judge, for
'we' understand that 'I'
no longer exist;
only self -
this, moment;
truly, our kingdom.
Yamaste.
Yet, why ponders
still...
yet, regardless...
Lived, I yield to no other.
Loved, I grasp each other.
Actualize, there is no other
I dare claim, as
thy self.
In every, moment...
I pray to die, to
know thy self;
humbled to non-existence, literally
letting go of any resistance, to
dare not dilute... you -
thy self;
truly, our kingdom.
this, moment.
Yamaste.
-9tb
Silent Whisper
Silently I whisper your name
As the tears fall upon my face
You don't know how much I hurt
My heart feels it's gonna burst
Crying tears wash my soul
For the love with depths untold
You were my grace, my one true love
An Angel sent from above
I love you now as I did then
Though nothing can bring you back again
What we had is now no more
We both landed on different shores
When you left with him upon that day
You tear my heart away
Great sadness overtook my life
Cutting me like a knife
Now I live each day in Hell
The home in which we had both dwelled
Now alone I am
Just waiting for the end
I love you now as I did then
Though nothing can bring you back again
...