umbilical cord

I know you love me, and it's all love
But I had to rip this umbilical cord
it got around my neck
I was about to choke

One of the circumstances that make you be who you are,
or is it rather
the circumstances were because of who I am?

I know you love me, can't say I don't
but it intoxicates, bye dear, I had to wave
In our distance, we became close
we look so nice in our worlds...
my world feels like it can breathe on its own
only intersecting in times odd
I love you, but we have to coexist
never to share our cores

Yet your umbilical cord
will buy me the freedom I need,
not want.
Your umbilical cord, will serve a purpose

Presence

Your presence ignites a spark
that you may not see 
like a matchstick whose capable
of starting a fire in me

In your absence,
continues an ordinary day 
until when you’re around do i display
a sense of enthusiasm 
in the air 
an energy only found
in your presence
when you are here.

a kid at heart

she thinks older than her age
but she plays like a kid with bliss
like a ferocious dragon—treated wrong
face the fiery rage, you’d lose your wits.

treating her right does not guarantee a kiss
only to the one she loves
she’d grant that wish
you do her wrong
not a piece of you would be missed.

like a kid she goes 
willing to play and learn
eyes gaze at her with awe
what a sight to see
lovely as she.

Demon Slayer

When life's demons come your way
To take the joy out of your day
Blue skies to grey
Sunshine to rain

Don,t give up hope, no need to fall
Even when you're up against the wall
There is someone you need to call
He'll help you through it all

Demon Slayer
Demon Slayer
Fast and quick

Demon Slayer 
Demon Slayer 
He'll never quit

No need to run no need to hide
For the demon Slayer is by your side
He'll never leave you in a jam
He'll hit those demons like a ram

Demon Slayer
Demon Slayer
Fast and quick

Demon Slayer 
Demon Slayer 
He'll never quit

Emotional Brat

I don’t need to care
How do you feel
So if you’re mad and shit
Doesn’t affect me
Sort yourself 
Because you need to sort me
You better do it good
Today it’s you
And tomorrow someone else
To me you’re a toy; I’m a rich kid
Play, then throw you out
You yell, “ fuck you!”
Doesn’t matter, I got choices 
Don’t need to care
Cry a little 
See my smile shine
Devilish but so carefree
Like an emotional brat.

Suicide

I know it starts with one thought,
Then multiples to thousand,
Then becomes the only thing you think.

I know it starts with one cut,
Then evolves to many cuts,
Then becomes the only thing you do.

I know it starts with one desire,
Then grows bigger and important,
In the end, it’s an attempt,
Then....

Don’t worry I didn’t die.
I actually got help 
And I became better.

But why when i know the all answers,
I fall into the same trap,
Find myself with the knife again.

Is suicide the only thing that becomes of me?

Bully

I see you; wonder the crowds 
with your joking jeers of me.
Then you replay the jeers more
annoying than the radio with songs.


You see I; alone in my cold coffin.
Damn, what a funny day!
When your jokes stop playing.

The Darkness

The darkness

She wishes she’s missed,
She tried to wrap her arms around me,
No, I’m happy without her,


She must let me be,
But the more she tries doesn’t deter
Her. The Darkness

Everyday is Everyday

The sun will rise everyday,
Then will decent at sunset everyday,
The air will fill and empty your lungs
Every second and every minute everyday,
Hundreds of people die everyday,
But there’s thousands of births everyday,
Your history grows with every passing day,
And your future grows smaller everyday,
You must open your gift, the present, everyday
Even if it’s unpleasant or the best thing ever,
You must accept this gift everyday
And everyday and everyday and everyday,

Then comes that one day,
You see the sunrise and the sunset
And feel the air pass through your lungs
On that day you can touch the happy
Ambience of new live, the last time, and hear
The stories of your yesterday and listen
To the hopes for an innocent infant’s life,
On that day your hopes are pipe dreams
Cause today there’s no more tomorrow
Sadly, ...

Let Her Cry

Before
the last few seconds of their culmination
on the back seat of small blue car
His lips played on her naked bosom
"Do you feel what I feel?"
she murmured.
He said nothing.
Her hands went along his waist.
Belt
Buttons
COLD...
at once
he stopped.
"it should be so"
She watched his brown eyes flickering for her.
"Do you love me ?"
The words came out of his virgin mouth.
In a thin smile, she kissed him again.
Warmly.....
Impassively....
Her fingertips began to move around his body
Memories
Sufferings
Rejections....
For a moment their eyes met
Their sighs  met.
"Why are you crying?"
A drop sweat ran down his nose
and fell on her cheek.
She smiled more than before.
"I'm crying for you"
At the same time,