SELFISH
AHHHH THIS WORD I HAVE HEARD MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE
THAT IM A CON A THEIF A LIAR AND SELFISH IN MY OWN RITE
IM A HYPOCHONDRIAC CRAZY AND DELUSIONAL
MY VISIONS AND GIFTS ARE MERE PARLOR TRICKS
PRODUCED BY MY WICKED NEED FOR YOUR UNRIGHTHEOUS KICKS
THAT IM NEEDY AND DRAMATIC AND DO NOT WANNA EARN MY WAY
THAT I RIDE ON THE COATAILS OF MY BOURNE LEGACY
LEMME TELL YA THATS BULLSHIT THAT YOU TRY TO FEED ME
SINNER I AM MOST COMMANDMENTS IVE BROKE
WHILE I WAS THE WORLDS ENTERTAINMENT I WAS AND AM UR LIVING COKE
SNUFF ME UP GET YOUR HIGH BELITTLE MY SOUL SO YOU CAN FLY
22 BILLION FIDELITY DID...
Plain Sight Hidden
Unfairly stolen then put in plain sight
Into the abyss of humanity
As if they would care how contrite
Always worried about there wants there needs and how can they gets
Not caring about 1 body who never ever felt enough and always has regret
She didnt belong here and now they all know
While they watched her in plain sight
For over 20 years now shes been become quite a joke
Whispers and head turns and mocks of chokes
Some say she will and others say never
Most say how can she still be here thru all of that weather
Her left ear lights up in and on the darkest days
Slaying the Dragons in her head and the monsters along the way
Her Father says breath and try not to get to angry
There is more to this world then they let you see
Dont let a few bad fish
Rot the whole sea
He says theres been a man beside him of ...
Chakra eye
Chakra eye
Open it try
See's all
Knows why
Tune in
Go on try
Unleash
Another
Eye
© 2020 Carol Natasha Diviney
...Solitude
When you follow a crowd,
you are not loud
losing yourself,
in what's all around,
gratitude for solitude,
will not be found
Don't fear the solitude,
that is home bound
Many answers have been found,
when solitude stands it's ground
Always a different ticket,
clicking to a different sound
Solitude ticket,
you are profound
one way ticket,
solitude found
© 2020 Carol Natasha Diviney
Black Tourmaline
Black Tourmaline
Clear, and tow the line
Negative energy
Leave the air
Protect from demons,
that don't care
No radiation, no pollutants
come in
Clear the environment,
begin
Negative thoughts,
disappear from within,
positive energy
Now all in.
© 2020 Carol Natasha Diviney
Epistolary Humana
Like a shipwrecked, he clings to unknown shores on the last soul, but he may never reach shore; my throat was hoarse silently many times and my voice continued to sound like a muffled sigh! As a rodent worm for my heart attack-stressed soul, the greedy and insatiable Compulsion settles like this! I would have to, even if I had to be selfish for myself, sure of Man
survive! The haunting moonlight tattoos my face like shards of silent shadows! And while you ask, asking with jagged tentacle teeth useless, "What happened to you?!" "The sure answer will be written on the trenches of my wounded Face if the glass bead of True Beads trembles again in my soul!"
My broken body guards the burdens of tough-konokan and what many discover on me as a redemptive smile - Suffering! I feel like he is howli...
When I tell you that I love you
When I tell you that I love you
I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I mean it from the bottom of my soul
There is no mountain high enough
No valley low enough
No ocean deep enough
No river wide enough
That compares to my love for you
.
When I tell you that I love you
An eternal burning fire
Has been lit within me
The flames of which can never be put out
Even if we part ways
Never speak to each other again
Never see each other again
The flame you lit with my soul
Will continue to burn
When I tell you that I love you
You will never hear words spoken so true
With every fiber of who I am
I will prove those words to you
Dreamland
Dreamland
Play a band,
Louder than
Reality land
Sounding out
If awake,
clocks will not be fake
Dreaming,
no clocks will forsake
Dreamland you will,
not be awake
Stay dreaming for,
God's sake
In a land, that is not fake.
© 2020 Carol Natasha Diviney
It's a dog's life
Family pet, ready get set
Puppy days, play, and praise
Years together, long playdays
Bleeding hearts, shocked, and hazed
Safe, and warm, sunset not dawn,
but in hearts kept warm.
© 2020 Carol Natasha Diviney
Red Telephone Box
Telephone box
Once you stood
Raging red, so all could,
spend a moment,
talking good
Damp, and cold, but still stood
Sometimes the smell, was not good
Red Icon, where freedom is now gone
No standing room
The Sim, is boom!
Raging red doing good,
for the public,
where no longer stood
What's in our hands,
no longer stands
Instead replaced with,
monitoring the bands.
© 2020 Carol Natasha Diviney